hello, i'm the one you can stomp all over.

it confuses me how easily i get taken advantage of,
and how i don't realize it until i'm agonizing over squared matrices and shakespeare.
today i skipped school again.
my lack of sleep leads me to not thinking straight in the mornings.
anyway, the weather was like my thoughts.
at noon, it was monsoon raining. then all of a sudden, it cleared up and the sky turned a weird yellow and the wind started going crazy and the lights started flickering and all this was going worse and less throughout the day/night.
the tv wouldn't quit tornado warning me,
and i kept on imagining the whole glass side of this too big house shattering.
completely demolishing everything, along with the contempt in the air.